Farrah Moan Talks 'Drag Race' Elimination, Feud With Gia Gunn & Performing With 'Idol' Christina Aguilera

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Press day hasn’t been simple for Farrah Moan: “I'm making an attempt to not cry proper now. This could be very laborious,” admits the Vegas showgirl, the most recent queen eradicated from RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars four.

Farrah’s elimination was particularly painful given an altercation with one other contestant, Gia Gunn. During the episode, Gia approached Farrah to rehash beef that occurred months earlier than the competitors began filming — one thing Farrah thought was historical past. “I used to be fully blindsided, as a result of I believed me and Gia had been cool,” she tells Billboard. “Every interplay that we had on and off set was very nice, so I used to be very stunned that that grew to become a topic.”

Below, Billboard catches up with Farrah to debate her elimination, her relationships with each Gia Gunn and Valentina (the queen who despatched her packing) and dealing alongside Christina Aguilera: "I’m so fortunate that someone that I look as much as a lot, that a lot of my drag inspiration comes from, accepts me, consists of me, and I like her a lot for that."

Girl, this episode gave me a lot nervousness — what a rollercoaster. I can't even think about what it's prefer to be within the precise competitors. What do you — 

With an precise individual out to get you.

The tea is scorching immediately! Before we get there, what did you’re feeling that you just needed to show coming into All Stars?

I imply, to be fully sincere, I actually simply wished to have a great time, and I simply wished to make reminiscences, and present the world that I've advanced the drag. I form of wished folks to see the creative imaginative and prescient of my thoughts and my aesthetic. You know, sure, I wished to win. But most significantly, I simply wished to have enjoyable and… I didn't fairly get to try this.

Well, so whenever you noticed Gia was there, did you believe you studied that she may convey up the drama from exterior of Drag Race?

I had no concept that she was gonna convey up this little altercation on the membership, as a result of we had already talked about it. We had already gotten by way of it. It grew to become very apparent what was happening. I used to be like, "Okay, so that is what you're gonna use to your air time. Okay, received it."

As a viewer, I noticed a little bit of evolution in you: I don't really feel such as you would have come again as laborious as you probably did together with your comeback — whenever you stated you didn’t have to create drama to get screentime. I really feel like in season 9, you wouldn't have stated one thing like that.

Well, season 9, nobody was making an attempt to do attention-seeking issues to get airtime. You know what I imply? Season 9 was like a particular season for queer tv, as a result of we confirmed the world that we didn't must have loopy drama, that we may all get alongside — that we may speak about actual topics, like consuming problems. We lined so many subjects that had been actual for us, and I feel folks relate to the season 9 forged as a result of we’re such a detailed knit group and we confirmed the world that you just don't must be petty to be on a actuality TV present, ? Until that reunion, in fact…

So wanting again, did you let Gia get underneath your pores and skin?

It damage my emotions quite a bit, and it … I'm a really anxious. Anxiety is one thing that I’ve handled my complete life, so her developing out of nowhere and selecting this large battle with me fucked with me just a little bit. But it’s what it’s.

What's your relationship with Gia now?

Regardless of what she stated, we had been by no means good pals. I frolicked along with her one time, so she by no means ought to have gone on TV and stated I contemplate her a great buddy, as a result of I knew she was bother and I stayed away. And I do know that she's bother now, and I'm staying away, and what? We can work with one another and be cordial, however each time I see her, she needs to apologize for a way she handled me on All Stars — however then she'll go and assault and discuss shit. So I simply don't belief her.

Coming into the season, you additionally had some drama with Valentina, nevertheless it was resolved. Did her eliminating you have an effect on your friendship?

That's such a tough topic as a result of there was a lot happening that day. I actually didn’t wanna go away. I used to be within the begin of the lady group routine, so it was laborious for me to see how everybody else was doing. It was very laborious for me to really feel like I used to be the worst one, ? And it was laborious to not take it personally however I really do really feel if it was my time, it was simply my time.

Valentina and I, we’ve grown quite a bit collectively, and I don't wish to suppose that it was private. I simply wish to suppose that she was truthful, and he or she did what she needed to do.

Okay, the remainder of my questions are enjoyable, I promise.

I do know, you've received me over right here sweating. [Laughs.]

Now that you just're out of the competitors, who’re you rooting for?

Oh, I'm rooting for all the ladies, to be sincere. I imply, besides Gia. I'm kidding, I'm kidding. [Laughs] I’m rooting for all the ladies. When I noticed what everybody dropped at the competitors, everybody introduced a few of the greatest drag that tv is ever gonna see, and I simply need everybody to get to have their shining second.

Outside of Drag Race, you bought to carry out alongside Christina Aguilera at Opening Ceremony’s New York Fashion Week presentation — and each Nicki Minaj and Troye Sivan had been within the entrance row. What was that like?

That was very, very cool. They form of threw me into it very all of the sudden, so I flew to New York, after which landed at midnight, after which awoke instantly for rehearsal. Christina Aguilera — I’m simply so fortunate that my idol, to begin with is aware of that I exist, however second of all, needs to incorporate me in a lot. I received to go on stage along with her and announce her at LA Pride. I received to go on stage on her present for the Liberation Tour. You know, she simply at all times makes certain to maintain me included.

That's superior. So do you’ve got her cellphone quantity but?

No. No, no, no. [Laughs] That could be loopy. But she makes certain to come up with me when she must.

Now that they’re bringing again former All Stars, would you come for an additional spherical if given the chance?

It's actually laborious to say. This season was very laborious on me, mentally and emotionally. It's been a very long time since I've felt overwhelmed by a profession selection, so I feel possibly for psychological well being sake, at this level, in the event that they requested me, most likely no. But possibly in a yr or so. You by no means know. I hate saying no to issues…

We're seeing drag queens on A Star is Born, The Simpsons, on Netflix — in all places. Do you’ve got any large plans for 2019 but?

You know, for 2019, I simply wanna cease taking issues too significantly and have enjoyable with my drag once more, I’ve some music written. I’ve some issues I'm engaged on, however I in the end simply wish to keep on monitor and maintain turning appears to be like.