600 Breezy suffered an unimaginable tragedy this week when his girlfriend of two years, Raven Jackson, took her own life — and now, he’s sharing her final words.
The Chicago native announced the tragic news on Tuesday (September 6) and expressed his absolute devastation. Just hours later, Breezy posted Jackson’s last text message that she sent to him.
The lengthy message began with Jackson acknowledging she was “tired” and that her death was “nobody’s fault.” She continued: “It’s 5pm here, this bridge is actually nice. I wish we would’ve come here together … I’m thinking about how this will feel. If it will hurt.
“I used to joke about how recklessly I lived my life before meeting you, truth be told I would put myself in dangerous situations because I didn’t care about living. Living just always seemed overrated. I’m sorry mane. It’s one thing to ruin your life, but I had to go and end mines too.
She added: “Understand that this is my choice, this is what I wanted for awhile. I just don’t fit here, I’m not happy in this world. I just can’t fake it anymore. I don’t want to be here, it’s too much on me.”
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Jackson, who hosted her own show about mental health awareness called Real Talk with Raven, also expressed regret at dragging 600 Breezy into her life.
“I wish I could take it all back,” she continued. “Undo everything so I never even called you. Nothing seemed real Antonio. Not my business, not my relationship, not even me. My heart weak from stress and my ovaries hurt but they keep saying nothings wrong.
“I feel like I have bugs on my skin that won’t come off not matter how many times I wash. You were the best thing that happened to me in a long time Toni but I know I’m a lot to deal with rn.”
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The entrepreneur and fitness model then talked about feeling “distant” from 600 Breezy despite loving him with all of her heart.
“I couldn’t take ruining us,” she concluded. “I’m losing all the people I love. I want to leave here knowing that I didn’t fuck this one relationship up. I wish you were here to send me off like Murda did Teak, but you probably wouldn’t be nearly as understanding anyway.
“And as much as I want you to see my point of view, I didn’t want our last conversation to be an argument so that’s why I was so quiet. I really just wanted to hear your voice one last time. You have every right to feel what you feel towards me baby. I love you Antonio. I pray I get to love you in a better life where I’m a better version of me. You deserve that much.”
600 Breezy acknowledged how much pain she was in and implored others to take signs of mental health struggles seriously.
“My baby was hurting and I did everything I could to show her nothing but love and keep her going,” he wrote in the caption. “I put everything into her and her business. I believed in her I worshipped the ground she walked on . She’s gone forever. I hate myself . Please when your loved ones are showing signs of any mental damage or health please take them serious. This is real.
“This is what she left me with . And I suppose to be able to continue to live ????? @raven.k.jackson you always told me you wanted to go out young so you can get that love you deserve from others and be a legend. But what about your family baby what about me ? you left my heart so empty and broken lifeless alone.And no matter what they say or what you say I’m gonna forever feel like it’s my fault. Please y’all pay attention to the signs of depression or mental health.”